Liam Payne’s Cousin Shares Message on One Direction Alum’s “Demons”

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Liam Payne’s family continues to mourn.

The death of the One Direction alum from a fatal fall off a hotel balcony at the age of 31 Oct. 16 rocked the world, with Liam’s fans, loved ones and family members expressing their grief over his tragic passing.

Now, his cousin and fellow musician Ross Harris is detailing the Liam he knew.

“My young cousin,” he began his Oct. 21 post. “I’ve been trying to write something for a few days now, it still doesn’t feel real and probably never will.”

He wrote of Liam, who had been candid about his struggles with addiction and mental health challenges, “Regardless of what you were going through, and the demons you were fighting, you always wanted to help others and wanted everyone to ‘win together’. Hopefully the world will remember this above everything else.”

The producer also reflected on the ways in which their relationship had evolved over the years, from their childhood until now.

“I was lucky enough to spend a lot of time with you over the last few months, we’d become close again like the kids we were growing up together,” Ross wrote, “Late night songwriting sessions, making plans to tour and travel, and practicing stupid impressions – we didn’t need much to have a good time.”

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And while speaking to his “devastation” over knowing he’ll never received another FaceTime call from his cousin, Ross also shared his gratitude for the memories he would forever hold with him.

“From being 13 years old learning Maroon 5 songs to bumping into you backstage at music festivals, we were always just a couple of kids hanging out,” he added. “Not everyone got to know the boy behind the popstar, outside of stadiums and studios, but I count myself very lucky that I did.”

In addition to a black and white throwback image with Liam from when they were kids and a sketch of a wolf, Ross’ included in his post videos of himself and Liam having a jam session, one of Liam singing karaoke and a third of the X Factor alum bowling.

The 34-year-old concluded his post, “Rest easy little cousin, you were taken far too soon, love always.”

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And since Liam’s passing, Ross isn’t the only family member to speak to the struggles the late pop star endured throughout his rise alongside his fellow One Direction members, including Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson and Zayn Malik .

One of Liam’s older sisters, Ruth Gibbins, penned a moving tribute to her younger brother, in which she acknowledged the many challenges he faced.

“I don’t feel this world was good enough or kind enough to you, and quite often over the last few years, you’ve had to really try hard to overcome all that was being aimed at you,” she wrote in her Oct. 19 message. “You just wanted to be loved and to make people happy with your music.”

Adding of Liam’s son Bear, 7, whom he shared with ex Cheryl Cole, Ruth continued, “We’ll take care of Bear and he will always know how incredible his Dad is and how much you idolize him. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.”

For more tributes shared in Liam’s memory, keep reading.

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One Direction

“We’re completely devastated by the news of Liam’s passing,” the band wrote in a joint statement on Instagram. “In time, and when everyone is able to, there will be more to say. But for now, we will take some time to grieve and process the loss of our brother, who we loved dearly.”

Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and Harry Styles continued to emphasize the impact Liam had on their lives. 

“The memories we shared with him will be treasured forever,” the statement added. “For now, our thoughts are with his family, his friends, and the fans who loved him alongside us. We will miss him terribly. We love you Liam.”

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Niall Horan 

“I am absolutely devastated about the passing of my amazing friend, Liam,” Niall wrote in a lengthy Instagram statement. “It just doesn’t feel real. Liam had an energy for life and a passion for work that was infectious. He was the brightest in every room and always made everyone feel happy and secure.”

The “Slow Hands” singer continued to reminisce on his time singing alongside Liam in One Direction. 

“All the laughs we had over the years, sometimes about the simplest of things, keep coming to my mind through the sadness,” Niall added. “We got to live out our wildest dreams together and I will cherish every moment we had forever. The bond and friendship we had doesn’t happen often in a lifetime.”

Niall, who had Liam and his girlfriend Kate Cassidy as guests at his recent concert in Buenos Aires, also detailed what it was like seeing his friend for the final time. 

“I feel so fortunate that I got to see him recently,” Niall wrote. “I sadly didn’t know that after saying goodbye and hugging him that evening, I would be saying goodbye forever. It’s heartbreaking. My love and condolences go out to Geoff, Karen, Ruth, Nicola and of course his son Bear. Thank you for everything, Payno. Love you brother.”

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Harry Styles

“I am truly devastated by Liam’s passing,” Harry began in his Instagram post. “His greatest joy was making other people happy, and it was an honour to be alongside him as he did it.”

“Liam lived wide open, with his heart on his sleeve, he had an energy for life that was infectious,” he added of his legacy. “He was warm, supportive, and incredibly loving. The years we spent together will forever remain among the most cherished years of my life. I will miss him always, my lovely friend.”

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Zayn Malik

Liam’s former One Direction bandmate reflected on all he wished he could have said to him. 

“I can’t help but think selfishly that there was so many more conversations for us to have in our lives,” Zayn wrote on Instagram. “I never got to thank you for supporting me through some of the most difficult times in my life. When I was missing home as a 17 yr old kid you would always be there with a positive outlook and reassuring smile and let me know you were my friend and that I was loved.”

“Even though you were younger than me you were always more sensible than me, you were headstrong, opinionated, and gave no f–ks about telling people when they were wrong,” he continued. “Even though we butted heads because of this a few times,I always secretly respected you for it.”

Zayn also called Liam “the most qualified” musician in the band “in every sense.”

“I lost a brother when you left us and can’t explain to you what I’d give to just give you a hug one last time and say goodbye to you properly and tell you that I loved and respected you dearly,” he wrote. “[I] will cherish all the memories I have with you in my heart forever, there is no words that justify or explain how I feel right now other than beyond devastated.”

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Louis Tomlinson

Louis shared a lengthy statement to his own Instagram, commemorating Liam’s legacy and his friendship. 

“I am beyond devastated to be writing this but yesterday I lost a brother,” Louis wrote. “Liam was somebody I looked up to everyday, such a positive, funny, and kind soul. I first met Liam when he was 16 and I was 18, I was instantly amazed by his voice but more importantly as time went on I got the chance to see the kind of brother I’d longed all my life for.”

The “Back To You” singer—who cowrote many One Direction songs with Liam—continued to note Liam’s impact on the band. 

“Liam was an incredible song writer with a great sense of melody, we often spoke of getting back into the studio together to try and recreate the writing chemistry we had built up in the band,” he added. “And for the record, Liam was in my opinion the most vital part of One Direction. His experience from a young age, his perfect pitch, his stage presence, his gift for writing. The list goes on. Thank you for shaping us Liam.”

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“We are heartbroken,” Liam’s family—including mom Karen, dad Geoff and sisters Ruth and Nicola—told the BBC. “Liam will forever live in our hearts and we’ll remember him for his kind, funny and brave soul. We are supporting each other the best we can as a family and ask for privacy and space at this awful time.”

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Kate Cassidy

Liam’s girlfriend—who was vacationing with the late singer and left Argentina days before his death—said she has been “at a complete loss” since news of his passing.

“Nothing about the past few days have felt real,” Kate wrote on Instagram Story. “I ask and pray that you give me the grace and space to navigate this in private.”

Calling Liam an “angel,” the influencer added, “I want you to know I loved you unconditionally and completely. I will continue to love you for the rest of my life.”

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Cheryl Cole

In a statement describing her ex’s death as an “earth shattering event,” Cheryl—who shares son Bear with Liam—reminded folks to exercise grace during this “indescribably painful time.”

“I’d like to kindly remind everyone that we have lost a human being,” she wrote on Instagram Oct. 18. “Liam was not only a pop star and celebrity, he was a son, a brother, an uncle, a dear friend and a father to our 7 year old son. A son that now has to face the reality of never seeing his father again.”

She added, “Please give Liam the little dignity he has left in the wake of his death,” she concluded, “to rest in some peace at last.”

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Simon Cowell

“Liam, I am truly devastated. Heartbroken. And I feel empty,” the X Factor judge wrote on Instagram Oct. 18. “And I want you to know how much love and respect I have for you. Every tear I have shed is a memory of you.”

Describing Liam—who he mentored along with the rest of One Direction—as “kind, funny, sweet, thoughtful, talented, humble, focused,” Simon continued, “I always thought the of the five of you in the band as brothers”

He added, “And now Liam, I can see the effect you had on so many people. Because you left us too soon. Rest in peace my friend.”

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Ed Sheeran 

“At a loss for words,” Ed wrote in an Oct. 17 Instagram post. “My thoughts are with his family and loved ones, every memory I have with him is a great one, just a heartbreaking situation. Be kind. X.”

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Jade Thirlwall 

“The news of Liam’s passing is truly devastating,” The Little Mix member wrote in an Oct. 17 Instagram Story. “Sending so much love to his family, friends, fans, loved ones and all who knew him.”

Jade—who competed on The X Factor UK alongside Perrie Edwards, Leigh-Anne Pinnock and Jesy Nelson in 2011 as Little Mix—also shared a memory of coming up in the industry with Liam. 

“We fell out of touch as the years went by,” Jade continued. “But back in 2008 he was the first friend I made in this industry. Both of us so young, so ambitious, both hoping we’d ‘make it.’ I hope you are at peace now.”

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Leigh-Anne Pinnock

The Little Mix member reshared Louis Tomlinson’s post about Liam, adding a message of her own. 

“This is beyong heartbreaking,” she wrote. “Every time we crossed paths he was so lovely and humble. I’ll never forget seeing One Direction on tour for the first time and being instantly drawn to Liam’s presence you could just tell he was made for that stage. Gone way too soon. Sending all my love and deepest condolences to his family and everyone close to him.”

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Camila Cabello

The Fifth Harmony alum, who collaborated with Liam for a 2018 mixtape, thanked the late singer for “for all the joy you brought my friends and i.”

“It really made an impression on me as a young girl to meet a member of a group i loved and have him be so kind,” she wrote on Instagram Story. “it’s a tragedy to have him gone way too soon.”

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Ally Brooke

The X Factor U.S. alum credited Liam and One Direction for heavily influencing Fifth Harmony, which she was a part of alongside Camila Cabello, Normani, Dinah Jane and Lauren Jauregui.

“Liam was such a light and a remarkable soul,” she wrote on X. “To have so many memories by him is a gift that’ll last a lifetime. I’m grateful to have encountered him the times that I did. Without 1D we wouldn’t have had us. We love you Liam.”

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Steve Aoki 

“I’ll miss u dear friend. It’s so difficult to write this out,” the DJ wrote in an Oct. 17 Instagram post. “Doesn’t make sense, I can’t believe you’re gone brother. We had so many amazing memories together on and off the stage. A true legend and a kinder soul with a heart of gold. Miss u my brother.”

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*NSYNC

“We are deeply saddened by the loss of Liam Payne,” the boy band shared to their offical account’s Instagram Story. “Our hearts go out to his family, friends and fans during this difficult time.”

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JC Chasez

The former *NSYNC member, who collaborated with the One Direction star on his last solo single “Teardrops,” shared a tribute to Liam on Instagram, “I will miss you my friend—my heart is with your family.”

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5 Seconds of Summer

Luke Hemmings, Michael Clifford, Ashton Irwin and Calum Hood shared in a joint social media statement Oct. 18, “We are heartbroken.”

“We love you Liam, and we will never forget the influence you had on our lives,” they continued. “You truly believed in us and for that we are forever grateful.”

The boy band went on to say it was “an honor to begin our journey” with Liam, describing him as “always so kind.”

“There was such a light in you, we always saw that,” they added in a message to the late singer. “We are so devastated that this world put that light out. We hope you’ll always be singing up there.”

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Aliana Mawla

The influencer, who dated Liam briefly in 2022, shared her condolences in an Instagram Story. 

“I’m sorry this happened to you, will forever love and miss you,” Aliana wrote. “Rest in paradise.”

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Rita Ora

“I’m devastated,” the singer, who sang with Liam on the single “For You,” wrote on X, formerly Twitter Oct. 17. “He had the kindest soul, I will never forget. I loved working with him so much—he was just such a joy to be around on and off stage. This tragic news breaks my heart. Sending all my love and prayers to his family and loved ones. Our song For You takes on a whole new meaning for me now. R.I.P.”

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James Corden

The former Late Late host, who was a longtime friend and fan of the British boy band, wrote in an Instagram post.

“Talking about Liam in the past tense is utterly heartbreaking,” he wrote. “He was such a loving and kind soul. I will treasure the moments I got to spend with him. My thoughts are with his family today x.”

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Gemma Styles

Harry Styles’ sister reshared One Direction’s statement to her Instagram Story Oct. 17, adding, “My thoughts are with Liam’s family and everyone who will feel his loss deeply.”

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Robbie Williams

The Take That singer, who mentored One Direction on The X Factor, shared his thoughts on Liam’s passing in a lengthy Instagram post Oct. 18. 

“What a Handsome Talented boy,” Robbie wrote. “What a tragic painful loss for his friends, family, fans and by the looks of the energy this moment has created—the world.”

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Backstreet Boys

The boy band—made up of Nick Carter, AJ McLean, Brian Littrell, Kevin Richardson and Howie Dorough—shared their condolences.

“Words can not express the emotions we are collectively feeling right now, and it seems like the rest of the world is in the same boat,” the statement on X, formerly Twitter, said. “Our hearts go out to Liam’s family, friends, and Directioners around the world. Rest in peace brother.

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AJ McLean

In a statement of his own, the Backstreet Boys singer—who served as a judge alongside Liam in the upcoming Netflix series Building the Band—said, “Words cannot begin to express the pain I have for this man and the great loss we have endured!”

“We became very close almost immediately and shared so many stories, laughs, and life experiences,” he continued. “Gone too soon my friend. You were such a light an incredible person to be in the presence of daily while we worked together!”

AJ added, “I cannot believe you are gone. Keep shining and keep singing for us all to hear. My deepest condolences to your family , loved ones, and your bandmates. Love you bro.”

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Charlie Puth

In a post shared on his Instagram Story, the “See You Again” singer said Liam was “always so kind to me.”

“He was one of the first major artists I got to work with,” Charlie, who worked with the One Direction alum on 2017’s “Bedroom Floor,” continued. “I can not believe he is gone.”

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Olly Murs

“This news is devastating, am lost for words,” the X Factor runner-up wrote on Instagram. “We always had a good laugh when we saw each other, sometimes the catch ups were only short and sweet but when we did it was mostly about how annoyingly good his hair always looked, or our love for Becks, the old XF days and the tour we shared together.”

The musician continued, “Liam shared the same passions as me, the same dreams so to see his life now end so young hits hard, I’m truly gutted and devastated for his Family and of course his son Bear losing a dad x am thinking of them! RIP Liam.”

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Halsey

The “Without Me” singer shared a lengthy Tumblr post to commemorate the late One Direction member. 

“I loved one direction with an all-consuming force when i was younger—it hurts deeply to mourn someone you were a massive fan of as teenager, and became a peer of as an adult,” she wrote. “I know people change and grief is unsure or complicated when it’s attached to a fond memory or the feeling a person gave you and not tangibly the person themself. I can see many of you on here are struggling with that right now and i understand.”

And Halsey finished by sharing a fond memory of Liam. 

“A few years ago i purchased a home that Liam previously owned,” she continued. “There were rumors the house was haunted. He assured me it was not, and i believed him. because i know the ghosts that haunt us aren’t tethered to buildings. They live in parts of us that are harder to reach and they go wherever we do. As a parent, a fellow artist, and a fan, I simply cannot fathom this untimely loss. my heart goes out to his family, friends, and the fans.”

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Paul Wesley

“I am deeply saddened by the loss of my friend Liam,” the Vampire Diaries alum wrote on Instagram Story. “Such a tragedy. Far too young.”

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Quavo

The rapper, who was featured on Liam’s biggest solo hit “Strip that Down” wrote in an Oct. 16 Instagram Story tribute, “Rest in Paradise.”

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